You can be in love
for awhile
and not be awake
floating on good sex
and someone new
someone you are actually fascinated by
someone you don't take for granted
someone you are present with
because they still surprise you
and you still surprise yourself
because in the Newness of it all
( another way of saying, living in the slithy, slidey, move and grovey Now)
you act and feel and think
young and fresh
new ways
and sex
is fun
and you laugh
and then....
my golly
feet of clay
heart's of fear and selfishness
which is to say, normal stupid me
normal stupid you
which is to say:
asleep
darn
same old problem:
mindful
or
mindless
just those two
and mindless
and under stress
what do we have to fall back on?
the parent's programing
or
whatever our highest level of
programing is
and
if you want to have high level programing
join Landmark
and if
you want love:
wake up
good luck
and I'm still learning too
what a great game
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