Showing posts with label ocean. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ocean. Show all posts

Monday, December 10, 2012

deep reality: sex, children, the feminine, nature, soil, water, mess, indigenous people


the wild world is
there
inside us,
every night
waiting to wake up
and sometimes it does

in our dreams
in our sex

the best sex in my life
i realized this weekend was
outdoors
under the stars,
or on a hill overlooking an orchard
or on a cliff, overlooking the ocean

sex is nature
nature is sex

and there's as sweet practice,
usually  done indoors
and it reconnects us to the wild,
to the real,
to nature

to orgasm

orgasm was the word I didn't have on the list
of the title

we
forget
how essential this miracle of everything getting
full
full
full
as all else drops away

we forget that it is nature's reminder of samadi
of death before death
of freedom

and here's the practice:
15 minutes
on the floor or bed, but a special nest
of pillows for head and kneess

she:
takes off her pants, and that's all
he:
takes off nothing,
and sits to her right,
his left leg straddling her,
right leg under her right

she:
her legs butterflied

they:
use a timer

he:
strokes the upper left had quandrant of
her clitoris,
or whatever part has the most zing
and she
does nothing but receive

it's not the ocean

it's not the starry night

it's not a 400 year old redwood,
but it's a secret door to that world
a 15 minute door

not to be missed

try it


(and what about the indigenous people:
down to 4% of original numbers
the same as old growth trees,
down to 4% of original land area:

there is a wild world,
almost exstinguished
and it needs to be saved
and we need to save the
wild world in ourselves

the practice above
OMing,
starts to roll back the rolling back

try it and
see/

actually:
try it and realize
and feel
and sense life make sense
below all the words,

which is exactly where redwoods and oceans and flower live

and real love, too
which is the same topic
and more)
good

Thursday, February 16, 2012

what to do when angry with your lover?




Ah, yes, it happens
you get angry
with your lover

the perfect one
becomes....
yuk

oh, well,
it happens
and you can't really love someone
unless you can hate them every
once
in awhile

but here's some tips:
breathe
don't say anything
don't make any decisions
go away for awhile

leave them alone
they don't need to hear
anything
from
you

yet

go away and
write down
all their sins

they aren't perfect
they probably pulled some shit

i mean face it:
if they were perfect would they
be with you?
 no,

oh well,
they pulled some shit
and you write it down

and stew
and stew

and then,
hey,
try this
sense the stewing inside
you
and notice
the stewing inside you

this is the anger
churning away

it's yours
your treasure
for as long as you want

and then do
something else besides stew
you've go a life:

go work
or walk
or read
or meditate
or garden
or pay attention
to who you are without the stewing story
of how  they should have been perfect

pay attention
to what you are
without the bad/imperfect lover
to disturb
you

what are you?

who are you?

and what about happiness?
can you be happy
about your loved one,
and with your loving inside,
deep inside,

even with the shit
they pulled?

if no, keep waiting
keep working
keep meditating
keep not saying anything
keep not deciding anything (you can imagine it though:
 never going to speak to them again, never going
to buy them candy, going to smack them in the face
with a big cream pie.... keep the crimes non violent and
in your mind)

and then
when you remember this:

I love you

you can say something
you can go back to them

but first
remembering

I Love You

write your list again,
calmer
and in love

and still don't say it

go say the

I Love you
part

and say that in an hour or two you'll
say the list
of what made you angry

but wait

there's plenty of time
for lovers

there's always time
to wait

until love is the ocean
and everything else just
bobs
up and down
up and down
life's a merry go round
gently gently gently gently
life is but a dream