Two people get together
they are lonely
or
they are open
or
they are lucky
and, anyway,
they decide to open up to the charm
of a new being
someone who is different than them
if they are unlucky
they get off to a bang sexually
( and I won't go into that until ten or twenty
chapters down the line)
but let's say this:
touch is crucial
they need to hold hands
they
need to kiss
and the important thing is
....
if they are lucky,
they wake up to the miracle
the miracle
the miracle
I am alive
in this moment
and they share that with the other
person
and the other person:
yes, I am alive in this moment
he: I am alive in this moment
I am excited and awake
to being here with you
she: I am alive in this moment
I can feel my life
and can feel us sharing this
moment
and so on
....
time passes
they come together
they have good days,
whoopie
they have stressful days,
and here's the rub
in the stress they can
be either mindful,
which is to say:
aware of the miracle
I am alive
and I am feeling stress
and I want to lash out
but what I am really feeling is..
sad about ..
afraid about...
worried about...
incompetent about...
mindful
and we can be free to explore what's bothering us
mindless
we have to default
to whatever our programing is
which is usually what
Ma
and
Pa
did when they were under stress
which usually looked like
blame
or avoidance
or
manipulation
or
whatever
who cares,
that's why so many therapists stay so busy
bad Ma and Pa training
and
you can therapize forever
and
have all the insight in the world
and if you aren't present
to yourself
and your partner
when the stress comes on
you are going to be mindless
which means
Ma
and Pa
stuff
and it's not any more complicated than that
and it's the whole world
of difference
freedom in mindfulness
slavery to conditioned/ robot responses
in mindlessness
this sounds kind or sermonesque
sorry,
that's my father's righteous robot
and
hey,
it can be a game,
the let me catch my robot and
admit it game
and then,
fingers touching the keyboard,
birds singing and cooing out the window
breath in and out
and I'm back
home
to now
how about
YOU?
cheers
Chris
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Sunday, June 08, 2014
Wednesday, October 30, 2013
when other people lash out at you
when other people lash out at you
it usually isn't as if they got up that day,
and thought:
wow, today is a great day to lash out
at
so and so
if you are partners, they may be festering old wounds,
and the slightest provocation sets them off
or, they might have lifelong issues
and you do something that triggers that
or, they might have a shitty habit of
lashing out
whenever they don't get their way
but basically:
they are just blind, trapped robots,
doing what their programming makes it
inescapable that they do
so,
the solution:
curiosity
what's bothering them
that's all
feel your hurt
feel your pain
be the victim for two or three minutes,
then
put your attention out:
what's going on with them?
can you ( or I) listen into them
and discover:
what is their real pain
and wonder,
again curious without the usual fix-it kit,
how could they
get
free of it
a little
or
free of it
a lot
or
free of it
completely
if you do,
two people gain:
you,
because they'll probably lash out
less
or none
and them,
because they don't have to be a slave to
that pattern of
avoiding their pain any longer
pretty good,
eh?
(yes)
it usually isn't as if they got up that day,
and thought:
wow, today is a great day to lash out
at
so and so
if you are partners, they may be festering old wounds,
and the slightest provocation sets them off
or, they might have lifelong issues
and you do something that triggers that
or, they might have a shitty habit of
lashing out
whenever they don't get their way
but basically:
they are just blind, trapped robots,
doing what their programming makes it
inescapable that they do
so,
the solution:
curiosity
what's bothering them
that's all
feel your hurt
feel your pain
be the victim for two or three minutes,
then
put your attention out:
what's going on with them?
can you ( or I) listen into them
and discover:
what is their real pain
and wonder,
again curious without the usual fix-it kit,
how could they
get
free of it
a little
or
free of it
a lot
or
free of it
completely
if you do,
two people gain:
you,
because they'll probably lash out
less
or none
and them,
because they don't have to be a slave to
that pattern of
avoiding their pain any longer
pretty good,
eh?
(yes)
Sunday, September 16, 2012
Truth vs a higher grade bullshit
Last night I got to participate in an event that so -called
stretched my limits
Going to bars and asking women this and that
and being rejected 10 times
I'm super glad I did it,
but the best parts,
were waking up to Now
within a scene almost totally asleep
standing in an the noise
and people
and with all the "I have to go this and this" story,
and dropping the story,
coming home
to the non story,
non important
pure reality
me
the me
without image
the me
without accomplishment or
non accomplishing
the alive
one
and alive
is
enough
and just stopping
back to breath
back to gravity
back to sensing feet underneath,
knowing the seeing of what I was seeing
knowing the hearing of what I was hearing
knowing this,
this nowing of me as alive right then
was fabulously more important than
my thoughts and feelings and goals and successes
and failures in the "talk to a woman" game
the game can be played
to learn...
that's good
the game can be played
to wake up...
that's gold
and then when it was over,
walking down the street
sensing each step,
aware of the I AM ALIVE
as now, now, now miracle
I was glad not to have been as lost
as I could have been
This is a brutal truth
folks,
for me and you and you
and even now,
typing this in,
even now,
reading this:
we only have three choices
Low grade asleep
High grade asleep
or Awake
actually, there are thousands of gradations of
sleep
and what passes as most "transformation"
work
is just upping the level
of sleeping functioning
but without the spark of conscious awareness
in the moment
something is lost
and DO NOT take my word for it
live today to
discover the difference in
each and every activity
and
non activity
life is a gift
learning is infinite
awakening is always now
ciao (rhyme)
Chris
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Improving Tennis as a chance to move toward enlightenment
I am writing a second book, this one of 108 ways to live a more fit,
link up above,
so give it a try
and then buy it after you get in the grove
and do 108 days of waking.
Good, 2.
awake and healthy life.
(link to book one, contents and eight sample chapters, above)
In it there are tips on eating in a different pattern
and a more healthy kind of food.
There are a progression of meditations and movement games,
all with the idea of "getting fit" with as little over effort,
and as much conscious and awakened effort as possible.
The main thrust of this new book, and the one
already written is:
we have two choices: Mindful Living or Mindless.
One is amazing. The other, no matter how well programmed,
eventually grows stale and turns our life in a pseudo-life.
I highly recommend reading the eight sample lessons,
and doing one a day
and then buying to book and for 108 days
spend the ten minutes trying out something "new and now"
in the worlds of
moving,
emotional learning,
thinking,
"soul."
So, the following tennis "games"
are just incidentally to improve your tennis,
and will surely be included as a chapter later in
this new Fitness as an Enlightenment Game
book.
Here goes:(link to book one, contents and eight sample chapters, above)
In it there are tips on eating in a different pattern
and a more healthy kind of food.
There are a progression of meditations and movement games,
all with the idea of "getting fit" with as little over effort,
and as much conscious and awakened effort as possible.
The main thrust of this new book, and the one
already written is:
we have two choices: Mindful Living or Mindless.
One is amazing. The other, no matter how well programmed,
eventually grows stale and turns our life in a pseudo-life.
I highly recommend reading the eight sample lessons,
and doing one a day
and then buying to book and for 108 days
spend the ten minutes trying out something "new and now"
in the worlds of
moving,
emotional learning,
thinking,
"soul."
So, the following tennis "games"
are just incidentally to improve your tennis,
and will surely be included as a chapter later in
this new Fitness as an Enlightenment Game
book.
Get a couple of small rocks that weigh just a little more
than your tennis racket, and have the rocks different enough
in weight so that your brain notices which hand is holding the
heavier rock when you are holding both.
This isn't necessary to get started,
but will add a lot to the exercise (that isn't "exercise")
over the long run.
Stand as if to hit a right handed forehand.
Except make a backswing with both arms.
If you have the rocks, fine, use them the second
time through this.
Make your backswing with both arms,
and then make a forehand swing with your right arm
and a backhand swing with your left.
But more like this,
just swing the arms from your right side to your left
side
slowly
and gently
and paying attention to each arm,
it's weight and shape and place in space.
Come back, with both arms parallel,
and repeat this motion,
two more times, eyes closed to "feel" in
the "sense yourself" way
how you do this.
Now,
according to Moshe Feldenkrais:
unless we can do something at least three
ways, we are a slave,
so let's give ourselves seven variations of this
two armed swing.
1. As we swing the arms right to left,
we notice and deliberately shift our weight from right to left foot.
Coming back the weight shifts left to right foot.
2. As we swing the arms R to L,
we keep our weight on the back (R) foot the whole time.
Going and coming.
Wait, you might not know this, if you aren't in the Feldenkrais and Anat Baniel worlds.
Take a sweet rest between each variation. Stand easy, arms down. If you have the rocks, drop them. Close your eyes. Feel the "you-ness" of you in the moment.
Notice any changes in body ease or overall organization
in each rest.
The rests are for your brain and your soul and your fitness.
Take them.
3. As we swing the arms R to L,
we keep our weight on the front (L) foot the whole time.
Rest.
4. As we swing the arms R to L,
we shift our weight in opposite directions:
to wit, we start with the weight on the front foot,
and as we swing to the L, we shift our weight to the back, R, foot.
And as we "come back" we shift our weight from the back, R, foot,
to the front, L, foot.
Rest.
5. This gets a little complicated.
Good.
Read and "think" this in your mind.
"Thinking" as a practice,
rather than the mislabled babbling to either speech or "words in our head"
(monkey chatter as the meditators of a certain stripe call it),
thinking is sadly undeveloped.
So:
start with the arms spread, L arm out to the L,
R arm back as if in the backswing of a forehand shot,
as you "swing" forward with the R hand,
swing "back" with the left hand.
One arm will chose to, and have to, go over the other.
Notice this.
For four times do whatever you picked.
and then the next four shift whatever arm is on top.
Notice: how are you shifting your weight
as you do this?
Are you tensing your jaw or your breathing,
or rushing through this?
Don't.
This variation can be done
in all four of the above combinations of weight shift.
Rest.
6. As we swing the arms R to L, in the beginning style,
and shifting weight "normally" R to L,
moving the chest in the opposite way.
Figure this out.
Go slow.
This is thinking without words.
Both arms go R to L,
the chest each way goes opposite the arms.
Do the weight shift as "normal" but have awareness of the weight
in each foot,
as well that you notice when the weight is 50-50.
Rest.
7. Let the L arm do what it normally does in a forehand.
Bring your R arm back
and play with these eight variations:
4 variations of the weight shift:
(R to L, all R, all L, L to R)
as you make the right handed swing.
How does that make 8?
In each of the above,
do sometimes your chest the same way the
arm is moving,
sometimes opposite.
Rest.
7b: Do a right handed forehand as easily
and smoothly as you can,
not particularly "thinking" about
how you are doing in,
but hugely AWAKE AND AWARE to the sensations from finger tips
to toes,
spine ribs pelvis and all else,
sense yourself as you make as easy a swing
and as aware a swing
and as pleasurable a swing
as
possible.
Good.
And, start the book, a segment a day,than your tennis racket, and have the rocks different enough
in weight so that your brain notices which hand is holding the
heavier rock when you are holding both.
This isn't necessary to get started,
but will add a lot to the exercise (that isn't "exercise")
over the long run.
Stand as if to hit a right handed forehand.
Except make a backswing with both arms.
If you have the rocks, fine, use them the second
time through this.
Make your backswing with both arms,
and then make a forehand swing with your right arm
and a backhand swing with your left.
But more like this,
just swing the arms from your right side to your left
side
slowly
and gently
and paying attention to each arm,
it's weight and shape and place in space.
Come back, with both arms parallel,
and repeat this motion,
two more times, eyes closed to "feel" in
the "sense yourself" way
how you do this.
Now,
according to Moshe Feldenkrais:
unless we can do something at least three
ways, we are a slave,
so let's give ourselves seven variations of this
two armed swing.
1. As we swing the arms right to left,
we notice and deliberately shift our weight from right to left foot.
Coming back the weight shifts left to right foot.
2. As we swing the arms R to L,
we keep our weight on the back (R) foot the whole time.
Going and coming.
Wait, you might not know this, if you aren't in the Feldenkrais and Anat Baniel worlds.
Take a sweet rest between each variation. Stand easy, arms down. If you have the rocks, drop them. Close your eyes. Feel the "you-ness" of you in the moment.
Notice any changes in body ease or overall organization
in each rest.
The rests are for your brain and your soul and your fitness.
Take them.
3. As we swing the arms R to L,
we keep our weight on the front (L) foot the whole time.
Rest.
4. As we swing the arms R to L,
we shift our weight in opposite directions:
to wit, we start with the weight on the front foot,
and as we swing to the L, we shift our weight to the back, R, foot.
And as we "come back" we shift our weight from the back, R, foot,
to the front, L, foot.
Rest.
5. This gets a little complicated.
Good.
Read and "think" this in your mind.
"Thinking" as a practice,
rather than the mislabled babbling to either speech or "words in our head"
(monkey chatter as the meditators of a certain stripe call it),
thinking is sadly undeveloped.
So:
start with the arms spread, L arm out to the L,
R arm back as if in the backswing of a forehand shot,
as you "swing" forward with the R hand,
swing "back" with the left hand.
One arm will chose to, and have to, go over the other.
Notice this.
For four times do whatever you picked.
and then the next four shift whatever arm is on top.
Notice: how are you shifting your weight
as you do this?
Are you tensing your jaw or your breathing,
or rushing through this?
Don't.
This variation can be done
in all four of the above combinations of weight shift.
Rest.
6. As we swing the arms R to L, in the beginning style,
and shifting weight "normally" R to L,
moving the chest in the opposite way.
Figure this out.
Go slow.
This is thinking without words.
Both arms go R to L,
the chest each way goes opposite the arms.
Do the weight shift as "normal" but have awareness of the weight
in each foot,
as well that you notice when the weight is 50-50.
Rest.
7. Let the L arm do what it normally does in a forehand.
Bring your R arm back
and play with these eight variations:
4 variations of the weight shift:
(R to L, all R, all L, L to R)
as you make the right handed swing.
How does that make 8?
In each of the above,
do sometimes your chest the same way the
arm is moving,
sometimes opposite.
Rest.
7b: Do a right handed forehand as easily
and smoothly as you can,
not particularly "thinking" about
how you are doing in,
but hugely AWAKE AND AWARE to the sensations from finger tips
to toes,
spine ribs pelvis and all else,
sense yourself as you make as easy a swing
and as aware a swing
and as pleasurable a swing
as
possible.
Good.
link up above,
so give it a try
and then buy it after you get in the grove
and do 108 days of waking.
Good, 2.
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